Birthdays and such

OK so I'm not doing this to glean praise (not the right word but whatever) but today is my 21st birthday. I'm definitely drinking tonight with friends, $3 margaritas!, and all that other stuff but I realized that I need to make a few changes with myself. Nothing big, just some adjustments so that I can get what I really want out of life.

First, I need to be less shy. I've mentioned it many times before but I'm really freaking shy when it comes to talking to new guys that I think are cute. I usually avoid them so much that they end up thinking I'm really rude, which isn't the case (at least I hope not) So starting today, I'm going to be more confident and go after what I want. Again not to gloat, but I think I'm a pretty good  looking dude that has some good stuff to offer. I just need to put myself out there and get some reactions. I'm a big believer that rejection helps you grow so when I do get shot down, it'll just make me a better person.

Second, I really, really need to not procrastinate so much! I've actually gotten much better this year but I'd still like to get my stuff done at least 2 days before it's due. It's too stressful to worry about getting things done so I'd rather get them done early and enjoy the extra time.

These are pretty much the two things I want to work on for right now. Like I said, it's not much but it's something I can handle and will make an immediate impact on life.

Well I'm off to take a nap then it's margarita time with some friends!

All I Do Is Win by DJ Khaled

This was our theme song for the weekend in San Francisco. We play it at our football games and it's pretty awesome when everybody throws their hands up at the same time. I usually don't like this kind of music but it was an amazing weekend that I want to remember for a long time!

Nick

Done

I'm finally done for the week! No more test, class or papers. I'm leaving for San Francisco tomorrow and can't wait! OK well besides this update, I figured I would do a random "get to know me" post, so here it goes...

1. I hate being drunk. I like drinking, I just hate that feeling after you've drank too much and you get the spins. No good. Buzzed is so much better.

2. I am addicted to sour candy. Any kind, anywhere, any time. Love it all and it's definitely bad for my teeth but it's beyond delicious.

3. I'm not a big fan of random hook ups. They're so empty. Knowing the guy is at least 458 times better. Maybe even better than that.

4. Fall is my favorite season. Hands down.

5. I like clean cut guys. Kissing scruff isn't my favorite, although it can be a major turn on with some guys.

6. My favorite thing about a guy: his smile. Take care of your teeth yo!

7. I'm a cheese connoisseur.

8. Margaritas are fantastic!

9. I'm addicted to my phone.

10. I like to cuddle.

Nick

Wet

So it rained today, and by rain I mean a heavy sprinkle. Seriously, when it rains here nobody leaves their rooms. Campus was dead today. I actually love fall weather (I love a guy in jeans and a hoodie) but this weather is driving me nuts! It was record temps last monday and now it's 50 degrees cooler and rainy. It makes me want to watch a movie and cuddle haha if only I had a guy and no tests or papers! This weekend can't come soon enough. Back to studying

Hard as Nails by Peter Wolf Crier

Rainy day music. Perfect for this week.

Nick

Sunday Funday

My messy library desk

Sunday at the library, one of my favorite past times. Not! I actually get a lot of work done when I'm here, it's just so sterile and smells of some nasty b.o.! None the less, I'm stuck here all day. I've also determined that before I graduate, I'm going to hook-up (preferably with a boyfriend) in the library haha We have two main libraries at school and one has 9 floors of bookshelves where nobody ever goes. Perfect place! Now all I need is that someone haha Anyways, time to get back to work. Have a good rest of the weekend

Nick

Happy Oktober

It's finally freaking October and thus my favorite month of the year. All the news this past week about the gay teen suicides made me really think just how sad our country is. Plus that Michigan attorney general that is stalking the University of Michigan's student gov. president, it's just stupid.

Anyways, this week kinda sucked. Lots of crap but it's the weekend now so it'll be fun. It's parents weekend at school so there are thousands of parents on campus, which is just weird, but it makes me want my mom to visit. I didn't ask her to come down cause her wedding is in two weeks and that's just too much to handle. But ya party tonight and football game tomorrow, tailgating all day of course! I really need to study for a test and write a paper this weekend so maybe I'll get up early tomorrow and go to the library.

Chemistry of a Car Crash by Shiny Toy Guns

Love this song, enjoy the weekend!

Nick

Hot, Hot, Hot

Seriously why is it 103 degrees in the fall?!!! Besides the fact that I've had a two day migraine, I've only left my apartment building twice, food and working out. Thank goodness for AC haha but too bad I have to work tomorrow and walk around outside in a button up and tie. Ah crap it's going to be hot. But yeah this weekend was fun. Fratty party at my friends apartment on friday night. Of course this guy I think is way hot and have had a crush on for a year was there but I was too chicken to talk to him, story of my life! My friend offered to "accidently" push me into him so I would be forced to talk to him but I told her hell no! In hind sight, maybe I should have let her to jump start a conversation. Plus he was standing right behind me when I was talking to my friend and we weren't exactly being quite so I'm almost positive he heard us talking haha Besides that, not much. Like I said I've had a massive headache for two days so I was literally in bed all day yesterday. Today I went through mentor training, I'm doing this gay mentor program on campus, so that was interesting. I've never heard of someone being polyamorous (being in love and in relationships with multiple people at once) so I definitely learned some new things. Anyways, I finished my homework early so I might watch a movie and fall asleep early.

Crossfire by Brandon Flowers
Symphonies by Dan Black ft. Kid Cudi

Brandon Flowers is the lead singer for The Killers but I really like his new song, plus he's dang sexy! Symphonies is an odd song, well the music video is, but insanely catchy. Whoop for having it stuck in my head all day! (that was sarcasm if you didn't catch it, very annoying to have the same verse on repeat all day)

Nick

HARRY POTTER

I love Harry Potter. Watch this trailer RIGHT NOW!!!

Harry Potter Trailer

Nick